I'm so bored. I'm just sitting home all day long, doing nothing. In two weeks from today am I moving in at Egholt, a community for people with issues like mine. I'm pretty excited about that. I hope it will help me move forward and give me the life I'm craving so badly for. I'm going to start school up again too. After a year with no school and inpatient treatment. In a school that's build for the place, where there only is 12 students. I think that's a good thing. I'm having a really hard time going to school. I want to do it so much, but it's just so hard. It sounds so weak and pathetic when I put it like that, but I don't know how else to explain it. I just can't stand being there, I'm anxious, afraid of everything and all I want to is to get home again. Home is so safe and school is just terrifying. So it's great that I can start at this school, where they don't expect too much of me and where I quitely and calmly can finish my 10th grade.
So... about this place, Egholt. I went seeing it last thuesday and it seems pretty amazing. They have horses, so I'm going to learn riding. They have cows, rabbits, goats and cats too. And they have this musicroom, with all kinds of instruments and microphones. Then they have workout machines. And a enormous garden and forest. So, it's going to be very interessting.
I don't think I will write more now. So ttfn!
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